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Saturday, January 23, 2010


what wrong did i do 2 feel this way?

am i selfish? conceited?


they say u attract what u want in your life by your thoughts.. i don't remember thinking about this..it's certainly not what i want.. so0o why is it in my life??

why do u make me cry almost everyday?

it's clear to me that you only love the idea of me and not the real me..i get it..but u don't have to keep on rubbing it in my face..


you say you do and say what you do coz you love me..

is that why u called me a street ho0ker??

is that why u beat me up when everybody else had gone home??


if that's how you show your love..i don't want it..


or maybe it's me

maybe my expectations are just to high


but one thing i'll never do is lower my standards or sell myself short

i deserve so much better than what you give me

instead of u, i'm the one taking a bow

i finally have enough strength to walk away and not turn back

my heart can't take no more

i won't keep on running back 2u

that chapter of our lives has finally come to end

Go0dBye Bo0..

can't say i'll miss you

but i know u will